OCD portrayed in the simplest human behaviour - the art of eating.

sounds annoying but it could be worse!

> And the baubles that would have been bought for
> me

I could be completely wrong, but I am concerned that this harms your self-esteem.

You know all this affection is fundamentally fake, in the sense that he's not there for *you* because of *you*; the guy is there because he wants or needs a beautiful girl, sex, a sort of safe temporary psuedo-relationship, and you know you're there because of the money, and so all these things you're being bought, accepting them means every single one of them is a message to you, from you, that you're accepting someone else pampering you and treating you real nice when it's actually got nothing to do with *you*, really you, that you're being projected onto and so the real you is irrelevant. Where you're happy to get these baubles, I worry that you're buying into this illusion, which is actually going to negatively affect how you feel about yourself.

The other thing is that this is fundamentally disrespectful, because it's *unnecessary*. He could be with you, and you two could exchange money for sex, without him needing to do this. That exchange should really be on the level, with him respecting you as a person and *as who you are*, without the emotional projection and fake relationship on his part.

I don't blame you a bit. When you can't stand the simplest of activities, it would be impossible to enjoy or even tolerate the entire time.
And a fork death would no doubt be be bloody and prolonged, which would be terrible to witness.

Alexa,

May I have your email address? I need to ask you something in private.

Thanks,
Hard

Barcelona. Oh the memories!

I couldn't deal, not for all the pretty things in the world. I would go mad, seriously.

Oh to be wealthy, to jet around the globe from one sunsplashed locale to another and be seen with such a beautiful woman on my arm...(sigh).

Alexa - been quite a while since your last post - one month. How about a quick "taking a break" post or update just so we don't have to worry?

Hi Alexa, This comment is off topic, as a disclaimer... I just came across your site and have been reading your archives; they, and you, are wonderful. You wrote a post early on about being weary of us readers meeting you in person since you are tired of being judged by your pretty looks (I SO agree, this is why my friends make fun of me for shouting out my 3.8 GPA from college and similar gpa in graduate school (im 26) whenever i get loopy and boys are hitting on me.. or really when someone shows an interest in me for whatever reason that seems superficially suspicious..as if im saying, just so you knowww, im really smart, and thats what i consider my most important trait.) oh well. its the society we live in.

your writing, personality, and interests are fantastically original and you have definitely illustrated, through this blog, your innate as well as learned intelligence. but you seemed to allude to the fact that there does exist a photo on your site. is there one? if there is, id like to put a face to a name. if not, i will happily go on reading with my imagined idea of the beautiful you. :) i look forward to more refreshing posts! -Jules

Alexa, where are you??!! Haven't heard from you in over a month and worrying about ya!

Wow! This blog has become a LOT more pictographic since I last came here.

You know what's really funny? My company has an "adult content" blocker for inappropriate web sites, but this one always made it through. That is, until a few days ago, when it was blocked...just as the author seems to have lost interest!

Alexa is the D.C. Madam! I think.

dang mami, eating can be hard for some. you sound cool, add me to your myspace

I was overseas in a posh restaurant last year and saw a gorgeous escort with an American guy who must have weighed at least 300lbs! I was sitting in a second-floor balcony and the floor shook as the guy walked across it! The wait staff and I were all looking down with smirks on our faces. I know I was biting my lip to keep from howling with laughter! You girls really should be more discerning, even when it's for money!

Hey, Where are you?It's been a long time and no posts.We miss you!!

I keep checking back, hoping i'll see a new post from you... i'm concerned... please let us know you are ok hon....

All of you who are "concerned" and "worried" and whatever...you just don't get it.

Alexa played this website up until she built up a certain fanbase/web presence. And now she's monetized it by becoming, essentially, a portal for escorts. For all you know, she may now be retired from whoring, and doing just fine on ad revenue and the like.

She basically used all of her readers, writing just enough to keep you hooked (there's that word!), until the website built up its own momentum.

"Secret Garden": Bullshit. She's a master whore, drew you all in, and set up an impressive web business for herself. To the extent that all of you got what you wanted, it worked out for both sides.

To the extent that some of you miss her now and feel bereft, well that's also part of the escort game: Where she disappears, counting your money, and you feel sad, feeling the fool for having thought she really liked you.

I say all of this entirely without malice. Alexa, you are a true master of your craft: both online and (I assume) off.

The fact is, this ISN"T an impressive escort web site. It hasn't been updated in months, it has no real search function, it's missing entire classes of categories. Given what's out there, this is sort of a joke, if it's designed to be a business, compared to what else is out there.

This is all too hillarious. Awesome site by the way. We should trade links.

I think she got HIV.

Two things. 1. I think I want to have sex with everyone that's commented today. 2. I'd like to post each and every one of these women on my site. Great site. Great site.

Interesting?

Hello.how aweful you must feel.i mean,by the time you have finished your share of food that guy is not even half over with his.it must be damn frustrating for you.but i guess you could compensate by moving around the lovely city of barcelona.guess ,life comes with its fair share of accidents.ouch!! that hurt!!

I have a question for everyone. I am very new to this and would like to know. How do you end it when it no longer works without making him angry?

wow, after wading thru all those comments - what did i want to originally say? oh yeah... Alexa, baby, it's the true test of whoredom. how much you can put up with before you decide, "nuh-uh." i think you were right in making the choice; i've had to do the same a couple times and it's damn hard. but, (contrary to what most people think of in terms of whoring), it's the smart choice, that preserves your dignity, and ultimately makes you, what i like to call, a Smart Whore.

and as for these comments some people wrote - how often misunderstood our industry is. i loved the idea that you wrote all these posts only to suck readers in so that you could now get revenue for yourself through click throughs. christ.

keep on truckin'. you seem just fine to me.

i just gave you a good look over and again, i must reiterate, this is one of the best blogs ill ever read.

Where did you go?

I miss your posts. I hope everything is ok in your
world.

namaste
wwonka
www.hammerlover.blogspot.com

I think your comments sound a bit bloodthirsty. But anyway, they are cool!

Where have you been?

Where have you been?

Cheating Women. Why Do They Do It?

Why do some women cheat? Can you stop cheating women? More women are choosing to cheat on their partners than ever before. This article will list the main reasons why some women cheat.

1. Revenge. Although you didn't sleep with someone else, you may as well have. You have broken her trust in some other way. Cheating women often sleep with someone else to pay you back for that dodgy investment or the lie she caught you out on. Apologize profusely and hopefully she will forgive you instead of joining the cheating women society.

2. Feeling unappreciated. Do you treat your wife or girlfriend like an unpaid nanny? Do you ever thank her for all those boring chores she does in and out of the house? What is she doing while you are playing golf? Housework? Minding the children? Seeing someone else? Cheating women often do so because they feel totally neglected at home. Show her you do appreciate her. Say thank you. Notice what has been done. Give her some help. Cheating women are looking for some appreciation and thanks.

3. The honeymoon is over. Another motivator for cheating women is that they are not getting enough sex at home. Once that sexual glow has gone and the sex becomes less frequent, cheating women look for it elsewhere. Try and put some time aside for sex. Go to bed early instead o f falling asleep in front of the TV could be all you need to do.

4. Boring sex. Cheating women often say that it is the excitement of the affair that is the big attraction. Sex at home has become boring and routine. Try and put a spark back into your sex life so that your partner need not leave home to find sexual adventure. Cheating women love the thrill of the illicit affair.

5. Low self esteem. Having someone pay attention to you can really boost your ego. Cheating women are often looking for the flattery they are not getting at home. Pay your partner some attention, flatter her, and prevent her from becoming a cheating woman.

6. No intimacy. All women need to feel close to their loved ones. Cheating women have given up on getting it from their partners and are looking elsewhere. Hugs, kisses, massages, all will make her feel closer to you.

7. No emotional input. Women need you to talk about your emotions. You may think it is worse than going to the dentist. Cheating women are looking for the emotional feed back they are not getting at home. Cheating women can be prevented just by expressing your emotions.

8. You cheated first. Cheating women are often paying back their husband for his sexual infidelity. Sexual revenge is a huge motivator for cheating women. This kind of tit for tat is only going to hurt you both.

9. Sayonara. Some cheating women have already mentally left the relationship and are looking for the replacement. Emotionally, this cheating woman has already left you. She probably isn't planning on staying.

With some attention and flattery your partner need not join the lengthening list of cheating women.

Read More at www.exclusivedatingsecrets.com

Cheating Women. Why Do They Do It?

Why do some women cheat? Can you stop cheating women? More women are choosing to cheat on their partners than ever before. This article will list the main reasons why some women cheat.

1. Revenge. Although you didn't sleep with someone else, you may as well have. You have broken her trust in some other way. Cheating women often sleep with someone else to pay you back for that dodgy investment or the lie she caught you out on. Apologize profusely and hopefully she will forgive you instead of joining the cheating women society.

2. Feeling unappreciated. Do you treat your wife or girlfriend like an unpaid nanny? Do you ever thank her for all those boring chores she does in and out of the house? What is she doing while you are playing golf? Housework? Minding the children? Seeing someone else? Cheating women often do so because they feel totally neglected at home. Show her you do appreciate her. Say thank you. Notice what has been done. Give her some help. Cheating women are looking for some appreciation and thanks.

3. The honeymoon is over. Another motivator for cheating women is that they are not getting enough sex at home. Once that sexual glow has gone and the sex becomes less frequent, cheating women look for it elsewhere. Try and put some time aside for sex. Go to bed early instead o f falling asleep in front of the TV could be all you need to do.

4. Boring sex. Cheating women often say that it is the excitement of the affair that is the big attraction. Sex at home has become boring and routine. Try and put a spark back into your sex life so that your partner need not leave home to find sexual adventure. Cheating women love the thrill of the illicit affair.

5. Low self esteem. Having someone pay attention to you can really boost your ego. Cheating women are often looking for the flattery they are not getting at home. Pay your partner some attention, flatter her, and prevent her from becoming a cheating woman.

6. No intimacy. All women need to feel close to their loved ones. Cheating women have given up on getting it from their partners and are looking elsewhere. Hugs, kisses, massages, all will make her feel closer to you.

7. No emotional input. Women need you to talk about your emotions. You may think it is worse than going to the dentist. Cheating women are looking for the emotional feed back they are not getting at home. Cheating women can be prevented just by expressing your emotions.

8. You cheated first. Cheating women are often paying back their husband for his sexual infidelity. Sexual revenge is a huge motivator for cheating women. This kind of tit for tat is only going to hurt you both.

9. Sayonara. Some cheating women have already mentally left the relationship and are looking for the replacement. Emotionally, this cheating woman has already left you. She probably isn't planning on staying.

With some attention and flattery your partner need not join the lengthening list of cheating women.

Read more at www.exclusivedatingsecrets.com

How To Pick Up Women. The Secrets You Need To Know.

Why do some guys get all the girls? There is a fine art in how to pick up women. Once you know these tips you too can have the babes of your dreams. Your dating life will never be the same again. Read on for all the essential clues in how to pick up women.

The secret in how to pick up women is all about the total package. Make sure that you follow all these tips for the ultimate success in how to pick up women.

Confidence. Women are drawn to guys who appear confident and know where they are going. You need to be able to project some level of self confidence to be successful in how to pick up women. Do not appear to be scared or intimidated by the girls.

Sense of humor. A vital component in how to pick up women. Over 90% of females rate a good sens e of humor in a man as being more important than looks and money. Lighten up and learn how to laugh and your campaign in how to pick up woman will become much easier.

Well dressed. First impressions are vital in how to pick up women. If you do not pass the first visual examination, she will never talk to you.

Clean. Another secret in how to pick up women is to remember that the majority of girls are put off by bad hygiene. A shower, deodorant, toothpaste, clean hair and fingernails, are minimum requirements in how to pick up women.

Relaxed. The more relaxed you are, the more attractive you become. You will never succeed in how to pick up women if you appear desperate and dateless. The secret in how to pick up women is to remember that there are plenty of other fish in the ocean.

Alpha male behavior. The alpha male is the sexually dominant leader in any environment, including the singles bar and parties. He is the dude with the girls hangi ng off him. He gives the appearance of being the natural leader. By adapting the traits of the alpha male you will increase your chances to 100% in how to pick up women.

No old pick up lines. The best tip in how to pick up women is to remember that girls hate tired old pick up lines. They have heard them all before. If you can't think of something amusing to say, then just stick to basic conversation. A secret in how to pick up women is to remember that a girl would prefer a normal conversation to corny jokes.

Smile. Smiles are like magnets and this should be remembered in how to pick up women. Smiles are extremely hard to resist and you should use this to your advantage in your new campaign in how to pick up women.

Listen. Girls find men who will listen a major turn on. Pay the girl some attention and you will be surprised.

Compliments. Sincere flattery is appreciated by all girls. Sleazy comments on physical attributes are not.

Eye contact. Maintaining eye contact with a girl is another secret clue in how to pick up women. By not looking her in the eye, you are giving the impression of being furtive and untrustworthy, even if you are only just shy.

Watch your success with the hot babes soar. By using these tips you will have all the secrets in how to pick up women.

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Many beautiful girls in Barcelona !!!!

Gosh, this is one the best sites I've ever seen! I will read it through, than I'll share my opinion.
The initial text gave the association with the novels of Paulo Coeljo:)

Gosh, this is one the best sites I've ever seen! I will read it through, than I'll share my opinion.
The initial text gave the association with the novels of Paulo Coeljo:)

Hi Alexa, haven't seen you here for a while, what's happened? We'd all like to know. Take care.

A

Hi Alexa, haven't seen you here for a while, what's happened? We'd all like to know. Take care.

A

Hey Alexa,

hope that isn't you making the news.

Drop us a line.

A

Hi, I am client number 9. I love your website.

Hi, I am client number 9. I love your website.

Hi, I am client number 9. I love your website.

So sad...coming up to one year's absence.

hey can i get my link on your blogroll updated to
www.shabooty.com ?

http://bahahs.blogspot.com/ is outdated.

peace

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I guess it could get annoying when a man eats more politely than we do.

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Barcelona has some of the hottest girls, or maybe it is just the sun that makes them look hot.

Anyway great blog and its well done, come and visit London some time.

Keep it up.

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You know I miss you to death right !! ?
Miss your blogs - miss you !!

Love Ciara !!

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"Alexa", its a shame you had to stop blogging. What happened with you and Eliot has deprived us all of your wonderful voice. But I know, while it ruined his career, the eventual outcome for you will be nothing but positive, and take you higher and further than before.
Here's hoping you can just leave that nasty Spitzer mess behind and achieve your dreams quickly!

A Sordid Lawsuit Shakes the Satmar Chasidic world .

Brooklyn N.Y. Lezer ( Louis ) Kestenbaum chairman of the ODA in Williamsburg Brooklyn NY resigned from the ODA soon after settling a lawsuit filed in May in U.S. District Court for the District of Florida for an undisclosed sum alleging he had a sexual relationship with a minor, Joel Kestnbaum the son of Louis kestenbaum will become chairman of the ODA.

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Thanks,
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Come back, and start writing again!!! I just discovered you:(

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TO:The New York R3T4RD
Subject:JOB
Ask yourself the question, what does being an escort mean?

That apart if you can't put up with the abnormalities with the client then either you should consider a change of career or stop providing your services for this client.

--
Dr.Insight

TO:The New York R3T4RD
Subject:JOB
Ask yourself the question, what does being an escort mean?

That apart if you can't put up with the abnormalities of the client then either you should consider a change of career or stop providing your services for this client.

--
Dr.Insight

To:Jules (m0r0n w/3.8)
Subject:Intelligence
Having a higher grade point average means you are ahead of your class, now however it is not directly proportional to your IQ (i.e a 3.8 does not = 180 IQ, nor does a gpa of 2.0 indicate that a person is mentally disabled). Though this does indicate that you are organized and take care of your grades seriously.

--
Dr.Insight

You did the right thing to refuse such client. His manners are awful!

Alexa, this post is more than two year old where are you?? Why don't you write a new post?? We like your posts...

Yes, all people are waiting for your new post

Great blog, good content and well designed. Keep on bloging

Wow - 2 years since the last update and this site is still being hosted... and comments still being posted!

Sad for such a well designed blog to die such...

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