Mannnn i know excakly how you feel, its amazing how much it can hurt to see somebody we like,and dont even know that much with somebody als, i have at least couple of thoes storys my self, and they made me really think if this was all worth it....and i dont have answer to that to this day, all can say is....hang in there "hug"

jonny joe
P.s. sorry for the bad spelling, english as a secand language and dislexia, not a good mix ;)

Stand up and enjoy life. Think of it as a positive not a neg. Add something to it that will make you happy I hate hearing of your sad.

Your great I love to posts.

:)

No kidding. Listening/reading, I'm not sure whether I should laugh or get depressed - I'm going through a similar situation myself.

btw, you mentioned that some of your readers contacted you privately...how do we do that?

Poor you..
I guess this happens to all of us at some point in our lives.. I went throught the same thing with this guy I was seeing, bumped into him with a gorgeous lady at a party, I felt like someone just stabbed me there and then..

Cheer up, maybe he'll call you.. Since you looked like a million bucks, just pray he didn't see you outside the party throwing up..
Hugs for Alexa!

Hmm, got to say, it's his loss. You sound like a clued up, intelligent kind of girl. I've had encounters like this. They suck. Better luck in the future and forget about M.

Hate to say this but as I said before, this guy is an investigative reporter. I wouldn't be surprised to find out that that your secret isn't a secret. Not many guys want to go out with a hooker (unless they are a drummer and she is paying the bills.)

Whatever, I would go out with a hooker in a minute. Especially one like Alexa...

It's all part of meeting, dating, and moving on. It really prepares you for the next and hopefully better one. If it works, great, if not, then move on and heal. In the end it all helps you appreciated the right one and makes you work all the harder to keep them. On the other hand it should help you learn when to cut and run from the wrong ones.

You write very well.

Maybe he had a girlfriend or wife at the time and he got caight stepping out?

It has been almost a week and no other posts. . . Are you doing OK? List of reasons why you should feel better:
1. There are 3 billion male fish in the sea. Another M will come along. You might have to do a little fishing, but you can find him.
2. You're a smart, savvy, hot young woman living in the cultural center of the planet. Most people would kill for what you have.
3. Hundreds of people read your blog because they find you interesting.
I could go on. Pick yourself up, dust yourself off, and take it one day at a time. In a few months, you won't even remember what M looks like.

Just stopping by to say hello - catch up all that. Sorry to read this - it gave me that all too familiar sick to my stomach feeling too. I hope you're feeling better.

Oh hun,

It's always difficult re-opening an unresolved relationship. Maybe if you asked him for an explanation on why he left you hanging last time you'll be able to move past this.

Don't let yourself get down. You're beautiful and spunky. I'm completely straight and I would still date you in a heartbeat :)

-Kat

Ah, Alexa, here's what to do:
Force your face into a smile. Not your mouth, but force your whole, entire face into a skin stretching, cheek hurting, ear lifting smile that needs to borrow from the back of your head and neck to fill it up. Hold it. Do it again.

At what? For who?
At Alexa. For Alexa. Give her some love and joy to step into and to be permeated with. Do for Alexa what you do for your clients!

Alexa, you are stronger then this......!

Hello Alexa,

First time poster...and would like to add my .02

Clearly you were smittened with this guy and you gave him too much of your emotions too soon...but so what!

You allowed yourself to feel. Own it, love it Mourn it, Move on.

SCREW HIM for being incomunicado and insensitive...- It's his lost.

Come back! We miss you!

Not for the sake of entertaining your readers with anecdotes but so that we know you're OK.

You are better and stronger than that. Trust me, good things will come to those who wait. He is an idiot for losing you, and let's face it, he wasn't even man enough to call you, email you or leave a message that he wasn't interested. Do you really want to be with person who doesn't even attempt closure? That's what I thought. Big hugs and kisses!

I hope nothing is wrong, I really miss your writing.

First time posting a comment here and I'm with the others...we miss you and you writing. If a person is a really good writer you can see their personality shine through.

You seem to be a wonderfully caring person and I hope everything is going ok for you. Lots of people care about you, so stay strong.

another long-time reader/ first-time commenter here, hoping that all is well and that you'll soon return to your keyboard and tell us so!